lostlove.

I’m having a rough night.
And I want my mom more than anything.
Just to talk to.

I feel like there isn’t anyone but Maitlyn to talk to anymore.
And that sucks.
Because sometimes I want to talk to other people to get their input too.

But no one else really cares anymore.

I keep wanting to text you.
Because a while back ago you said that I could talk to you.
I just don’t know how I would start the conversation.
Or what I would say.
Because some of what I want to talk about is about you.
And I can’t do that.

I just miss my mom so much on night’s like this.

And it irritates me.

Because I’m not going to get my mom to talk to.

And that’s really all I want right now.

She could give me good advice.
Help me out.

But she’s not here anymore.

And I want to talk to you about my problems.
I don’t know why.

I mean, maybe it’s because you offered a couple months ago.
Or that I kind of just want you to know more about me.

But whatever it is, I want to talk to you.

But I don’t think I can do that either.

I just don’t know.